Happy
Saving Jane
Filling up my empty days with red wine
Wonder what you think of me?
Lying in the grass alone and wasted
Nothing’s how it used to be
I wanna be the first to call and tell you
Yesterday I heard the news
I hear you oughtta be congratulated
So I guess that’s what I’ll do
I’m so happy for you
I could cry
Yeah, I’m so elated
Cross my heart and hope to die
I don’t think about you every night
Before I close my eyes
I’m so happy for you baby,
I could cry.
Listen to the sound of my head pounding
Wish that it was make-believe
Praying for the skies to open up and
Wash away your memory
I can walk around with a pretty face on
Even when I’m black and blue
What’s the point in telling everybody
I’m not over you.
Cry about the love we used to have
Cry that I won’t ever get you back
Filling up my empty days with red wine
Wonder what you think of me?
I’m so happy for you
I could cry
Yeah, I’m so elated
Cross my heart and hope to die
I’m so happy for you
So, so happy for you
I don’t think about you every night
Before I close my eyes
I’m so happy for you baby,
I could cry.
Cry about the love we used to have
Cry that I won’t ever get you back
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am loving Saving Jane. their songs are so real, they know their issues well :P haha the same band/person (am not yet sure) that brought you the equally-angsty song Girl Next Door -- everybody wants her, and i just wanna hate herrr! :P
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Thursday, April 19, 2007
what now...
am not really supposed to be writing now. i actually have to be reading like 100++ pages for PI and that darn thing for Socio which i can't understand even after two attempts (heck, who really cares about the difference about individual and subject -- does anyone even know the dif?, it doesnt solve the hunger problem in Africaaaa). but yeah, am here in front of the tube, giving in to this "need" to write.
i came home from the land of the intsek about five days ago from a super vacation and when i say i can't/won't write, i din't. the sweltering heat of this summer and the bummer classes i have to take put these starting blog entry lines inside my head, but they weren't compelling enough to make me write. and yeah, i found her -- and now am writing? wt*? okay, there isn't supposed to be an expletive -- hmm, what the.. heck.
gahd, my non-issues. repeat after me: non-issues. but geez, why do i still get this feeling welling up inside my tummy. darn thing, you should be gone by now, you know. shiyet, i feel so pathetic. sticking with the no expletives entries -- ay, walang alternative to that. gimme one expletive for this :P pwede isa pa -- shiyeeeet.
hay, this too shall pass. dyosko, siguro naman *fingers crossed* in two months time when i say that, i will with conviction. anyway, today my crush sat beside me in class. i was on my way to the room and he was outside. asked him if people were inside and he just said yes, before i knew it he was behind me and somehow found his way to that chair beside mine. and yeah, he did that arm brush again asking me if i already saw this lame movie. gahd, i feel so hot with the lame attempt at a conversation :p haha. if that is any consolation.
Aaaaaa! may please ask one last question before i go -- why do people have emotions again?
i came home from the land of the intsek about five days ago from a super vacation and when i say i can't/won't write, i din't. the sweltering heat of this summer and the bummer classes i have to take put these starting blog entry lines inside my head, but they weren't compelling enough to make me write. and yeah, i found her -- and now am writing? wt*? okay, there isn't supposed to be an expletive -- hmm, what the.. heck.
gahd, my non-issues. repeat after me: non-issues. but geez, why do i still get this feeling welling up inside my tummy. darn thing, you should be gone by now, you know. shiyet, i feel so pathetic. sticking with the no expletives entries -- ay, walang alternative to that. gimme one expletive for this :P pwede isa pa -- shiyeeeet.
hay, this too shall pass. dyosko, siguro naman *fingers crossed* in two months time when i say that, i will with conviction. anyway, today my crush sat beside me in class. i was on my way to the room and he was outside. asked him if people were inside and he just said yes, before i knew it he was behind me and somehow found his way to that chair beside mine. and yeah, he did that arm brush again asking me if i already saw this lame movie. gahd, i feel so hot with the lame attempt at a conversation :p haha. if that is any consolation.
Aaaaaa! may please ask one last question before i go -- why do people have emotions again?
Friday, April 06, 2007
the (very short) break so far
am a Grey's virgin no more :) haha. i got a free sample DVD from Uncle Norman that says Grey's season 4. i told them at school about my season 4, and i got was a good laugh from everyone. apparently, the last episodes werent even shot for season 3 -- so sue me for having season 4 episodes already :P anyway, it looked to me like i had all the time in the world early this afternoon (because i have been having decent night's sleep in the last two days and it felt heavenly coming from no sleep worknights :P) and i popped the dvd on the player and started watching. gahd, i love the witty! :)
i figured i really had fun when i found myself lugging around my new dvd's i got from the neighborhood grocery :P they went for php90 a pop, so thas php180 for the 20-episodes-per dvds i got. am a newbie at "patronizing piracy" so someone please tell me if i got a god bargain or if i should start hitting myself in the head now fo shelling so much on my copies :P the copies werent as good as the one from my Uncle, but were "watchable" enough. i think you know who am spending the night with -- Burke or Alex :p haha.
on other things sharing brainspace, vacation hasn't sunk in to me yet. i have all the idle time in the world but i still don't get that gahd-am-so-happy-to-not-have-anything-to-do-and-i-can-waste-all-the-time-i-want feeling. i feel weird actually -- yest i was even manic D. i guess am kinda having a hard time shifting from having the burden of writing two million articles in three hours to having all the friggin time in the world. or prolly miss just being busy -- ha, am such a nerd :P
ooh random: we were driving around Taytay early this afternoon, to get stuff and and -- i saw Elgene :) on a motorbike like super up close. he was a ruler away from my window :) haha, high school crush flush :P
i figured i really had fun when i found myself lugging around my new dvd's i got from the neighborhood grocery :P they went for php90 a pop, so thas php180 for the 20-episodes-per dvds i got. am a newbie at "patronizing piracy" so someone please tell me if i got a god bargain or if i should start hitting myself in the head now fo shelling so much on my copies :P the copies werent as good as the one from my Uncle, but were "watchable" enough. i think you know who am spending the night with -- Burke or Alex :p haha.
on other things sharing brainspace, vacation hasn't sunk in to me yet. i have all the idle time in the world but i still don't get that gahd-am-so-happy-to-not-have-anything-to-do-and-i-can-waste-all-the-time-i-want feeling. i feel weird actually -- yest i was even manic D. i guess am kinda having a hard time shifting from having the burden of writing two million articles in three hours to having all the friggin time in the world. or prolly miss just being busy -- ha, am such a nerd :P
ooh random: we were driving around Taytay early this afternoon, to get stuff and and -- i saw Elgene :) on a motorbike like super up close. he was a ruler away from my window :) haha, high school crush flush :P
why does that feeling still well up inside me?
how long will it take --
3 years? 5 years?
its taking too long. naiinip nko :(
Thursday, April 05, 2007
LV's in
had my first decent sleep last night -- the first in... dude, i can't even remember. and my first leisurely bath (operative word: leisurely and NOT bath, haha defensive) in four days. we've been camping at Gia's and Paolo's for as long as i've given up my weekends as rest days. and no, am not exactly complaning :)
today officially marks the start of my (short, very short) break :) woot! *confetti falls* went out with Mum and had dinner with the family (which is basically just us plus Dad :P). hay, that'ts the life, dude :) shop and eat out. i live for this stuff. haha :P
going through the motions of the day, i was kinda looking back at all those nights spent working, blurred into just consecutive hours and basically just defined by our deadlines. i figured, looking back at everything now, i think what we were able to do was amazing. seriously :) when i try to remember the events of our last day, natatawa nalang ako. poopy, sleepy, half-dead, closing in on a blank wall, and seriously working against time --thas us. huwow, ang poetic -- this is why i love tension, haha.
more on that later nalang -- like next post :P today's a happy day for a lot of things -- sleep, the real kind :P, Razon's halo halo hay, new hair!, nice peds, black shiny maryjanes, baked prawns yum!, and mango bravo!
is pang random happy though: wifi connection sa Stanford ont eh 9th! :D wee!
today officially marks the start of my (short, very short) break :) woot! *confetti falls* went out with Mum and had dinner with the family (which is basically just us plus Dad :P). hay, that'ts the life, dude :) shop and eat out. i live for this stuff. haha :P
going through the motions of the day, i was kinda looking back at all those nights spent working, blurred into just consecutive hours and basically just defined by our deadlines. i figured, looking back at everything now, i think what we were able to do was amazing. seriously :) when i try to remember the events of our last day, natatawa nalang ako. poopy, sleepy, half-dead, closing in on a blank wall, and seriously working against time --thas us. huwow, ang poetic -- this is why i love tension, haha.
more on that later nalang -- like next post :P today's a happy day for a lot of things -- sleep, the real kind :P, Razon's halo halo hay, new hair!, nice peds, black shiny maryjanes, baked prawns yum!, and mango bravo!
is pang random happy though: wifi connection sa Stanford ont eh 9th! :D wee!
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