woozy floozy

it's a Thursday morning and am happy(er) cos i got 10 hours of sleep :) weee! am whiling time away (when i should be reading my report for later :P) cos i miss bumming. the last few days were crazy. i was actually scared i'd hit the 9-day mark and just die off. thankfully i din't :P haha.
the crazy sleepless combo started last Saturday. Friday was Law midterms, class ended at 7p, went to Bo's to read marketing (if my memory serves me right) then got home really late. rational next step would be to get to sleep and prepare for saturday's looong day. and i did.

woke up Saturday and ran to school because 1)late fines will be imposed and shelling twenty plusplus for minutes i missed isn't fun and 2)yun lang pala. late fines :P the day rolled by, writing company backgrounders for the first half of the day. lunch at Fort, but since we lack the resources to fully enjoy the place and we are such suckers for fast food (excuses :P) we "dined" at Mcdo. after two minutes of lunch break, we were up for serious serious work.

this is us at work. and this was us back when the pressure hasn't made its presence felt. this was us back when we could still smile, and thought had time to take pictures. five hours after this, we were all pulling our hair, and very close to cussing each other, willing time to stop -- well, and our eyes to keep from sleeping. the eyes won over us :P

Valdez made a promise to never overnight again -- and like all promises, it was broken just like that. we ended up sleeping over, and well reliving all those things we said we'd never do again :P so yeah, we spent the morning at Strabucks Tiende (over chismis, instead of marketing chapters :P)


sunday, went home lunchtime. slept three minutes after i got home. but when i woke up, the work was still there. argh. started writing for my 152 part of the term paper at around 6p. skipped church, and still went on writing. felt like i have been writing for a full day -- but hindi natatapos yung paper! aaaa! i wanted to shout "hugas bigas!" :P haha. inabot nko ng Monday morning, and andami pa din. aaa! and this is not yet even including preparations for my 2.30p Marketing exam.
anyway, the day just screeched by me like that, and befoe i could even think about what hapened, i just found myself writing for my 182 Tuesday report. i was very close to pulling my hair, kamote yang breakeven analysis! stayed up til mga 1a -- bitin yung working time but i couldn't extend, else hindi nko magising for the report.


Tuesday na! 182 report na! yun na lang. some things are supposed to be left unsaid. haha. eto nalang, straight off from my planner -- i thought i was passive. i never saw myself as a neurotic (well at least not for my acads :P) until that day. kinda happy i did. thank you for making my day :)


in the chaos of it all, i had this weird sense of calm. you can opt to not believe, yeah i had three million aaaa!'s and few "hair tearing incidents" and all. but yeah, i enjoyed it -- twisted as it sounds. but in my list, there was this option that said, we all have our shining moments. times when we can prove that we can take more than we think we can. times when we surpass even our expectations of our selves. i love it that i was able to put aside my woozy floozy self (give me credit, i had a grand total of 10 hours of sleep from Sunday to Tuesday) and try that supergirl suit. i was tired but i didn't let it be my excuse to not deliver. my stuff weren't erfect and had plenty of room for improvement, but am happy that i can say i gave it my best shot. haven't said that in a long time :)

again am learning the meaning of tiis :)